What if...

Last night I have just watch Sorcerer's Apprentice with HIM and his best friends. Haha... It's definitely an enjoyable outing with friends and your love one...

Today, I'm gonna drop some words on this movie. Sorcerer's Apprentice is a story about Magician world, focusing on Merlinean tribe. Merlin is the head of the Magician with Balthazar, Veronica and Drake as his apprentices. They all share the same mission, to kill the evil Magician, especially Lady Morgana and protect Grimhold.

Meanwhile, Veronica's beauty had touched her teammate, Balthazar and Drake. Veronica and Balthazar was in love. And Drake is definitely cannot go along with it and betray the team. One day, while Balthazar is fighting with Lady Morgana, Veronica with the intention to save Balthazar had accidentally being slurp into Grimhold (a type of doll that store evil magician from being escape, type of prison for them).

Merlin told Balthazar to find Prime Merlinean to destroy Lady Morgana because Lady Morgana had possessed Veronica that makes them harder to destroy her. Balthazar looks for Prime Merlinean for decades, travel everywhere to meet every boy in this world by handing them the Dragon Ring to see if they are the Prime Merlinean.

Finally Balthazar meet Prime Merlinean, Dave in his shop. Dave accidentally release Drake and cause them to fight. Balthazar was then trap with Drake in another Grimhold. While Dave was diagnose to have mental breakdown. 10 years later, Drake managed to escape from the Grimhold.He is searching for Dave, to get back the Grimhold that keep Lady Morgana and Veronica.

Luckily Balthazar manage to escape and save Dave. Poor young Dave have not even a tiny magic, that makes him hard to fight. He then wear the ring back, and be Merlinean apprentice. He learn how to do magic and misuse his magic to woo the girl that he like 10 years back, Becky.

Drake with the help of Horvath, modern entertaining magician, try to fight with Dave and Balthazar. At the peak of the movie, it seems like Lady Morgana almost success to posses a curse on Vatican City by awake all dead evil spirit.

During the fight, Becky, who have fear on height, have to climb up the building to dislocate Lady Morgana's curse fire. Balthazar was almost killed during the fight, and all the sudden, Dave have magic power to fight with Lady Morgana. With his knowledge in Science, he apply his Physics knowledge while fighting with Lady Morgana.

It seems to be this movie will have another episode. Although, yes, the movie ended with a happy ending, but then, Drake had flee from being captured. He might cause another disaster to the city again, i guess.

Now, enough with the summarizing. I'm going to add-on my own opinion here. Firstly, hey, is it magic still exist in this world? If it is? Can someone please show up? I wanted to be one of their apprentice too. If I were to have magical power, I'll do so many things that I can do to help people surround me. Ability to change people mood, ability to make others laugh, ability to read others mind, ability to change my dad's car into Porche. Wow... How nice is that... :)

Next, is there any everlasting love like the love between Balthazar and Veronica exist? If it does exist, am I holding it now? Is there any pure love like the love Dave have on Becky? If it does, do I feel it now? I hope I'm having one now... I know I am happy, but will it last forever? I hope it will... Because I realize I start to feel and believe in this matter... Should I believe? Or should I not believe? Let him prove it to me and time will show me is it worth for me to trust him... :)

Hmmmm... Plus, Drake, what will I do if I were him? Will I too betray my friend just for someone that did not love me? So far, I might not. But who knows? People change from time-to-time. Stuck in this university life let me see how people change from time-to-time. Complicated love matters, inability to work in groups, lack of trust in friendship, the strong-spreading gossipers, the loners, the losers, the winners, the attention seeker... Too much different behavior...

This is life, this is the fact of cruel life. Live according to what they believe... I shall live according to what I believe too... What happens if one day this believe broken? I dare not to think further...

Time...

Time still tickling... It shows 1.21a.m. Everyone is on their bed but I'm not. Tonight I'm gonna talk about life and death. I have imagine maybe someday I will suddenly disappear from others sight... DEAD...

There are people who really hate that word, they say it's not the time yet, they have too much wishes that are not granted yet. Me, in the other hand, wish that my life would just ended like that. Perhaps dead in a car accident. Lying perfectly beautiful in my new home - coffin, show my last smile to those who visited me...

Readers might say that this author is haunted by suicide souls. Maybe... I have so much troubles in my life. I don't want to be a burden to others, that's why I ask for death.

I am a great actress in my life. I laugh although my heart is bleeding; I smile, although my tears is dropping; I speak, although my tongue is heavy. I feel happy when I saw everyone surrounding me is happy. I love everyone especially my best friends and my family. Thank you for loving me...

I always pray that I could LEAVE this world, not LIVE in this world. I know, this is not a good idea nor prayer... But what to do, Christian are prohibited from commit suicide... I really hate this life, sobbing all the time... I hate the hard feelings...

My whole life is haunted by tears and fears. I found no way to survive from these. Plus, the most horrible one, LONELINESS. Yes, I am a slave of loneliness. I hate to be alone, that is why I am the friend of lonely people. I can talk the language that they are talking, because I know how it feels...

This soul is now darkened because of my sympathy. I sympathy on wicked and dangerous people. Now I ended like this, as a funny topic to everyone. Maybe one day, I will enter the world of darkness forever. I sinned a lot, I ask for forgiveness a lot too. Somehow, today I have make an important decision in my life. And I will obey to this decision.

Time, please pass faster... I need rest.. I need eternal sleep... I need to bare with my responsible.. So time, please, pass faster...

A love story in Malaysia, The Legend of Puteri Gunung Ledang

This is a love history that took place in Muar, North of Malacca. Puteri Gunung Ledang, is a very beautiful jin princess who lived on top of Ledang Hill. She has seven sisters originated from Jawa, or currently name as Indonesia.

Puteri Gunung Ledang cannot be seen by human beings. Only certain traditional medicine men and people who list their way in the forest can see them, and even talk to them. Puteri Gunung Ledang was said to have a lover from Gunung Rundok (Mount Rundok). Every night they would meet each other up at Gunung Ledang until the next morning.

One day, Rundok was late to go back to his own hill. Their act that against the curse of jins causing the mountain top of Gunung Rundok slanted until today. Rundok had to stay with Puteri Gunung Ledang. They then were married.

After their wedding, they went for honeymoon to Pulau Besar at the Straits of Melaka. While sewing under a coconut tree at the seaside, Puteri's husband came from behind to shock her. She accidentally stabbed him at his hand. And surprisingly he died because of the stab of the sewing pin. Some said he was cursed to die if stabbed by a pin.

Puteri Ledang was so sad and swears to her husband that she would not marry again. At the same time, Sultan Mahmud of Malacca had just lost his wife. His Ministers had presented all sorts of beautiful women and young girls but none had won His Majesty's heart.

Few days later, Bendahara presented the story of Puteri Ledang to His Majesty. He finally agrees to propose her so that Puteri Ledang could replace her Queen's place. This story had been recorded as Malaysian well-known history. There are movies being made too.

To propose Puteri Ledang, Sultan Mahmud had sent Hang Tuah, Sang Setia and Tun Mamat as the lead. They face a lot of difficulties to reach the mountain top. Only Tun Mamat able to make it there. At the mountain top, Tun Mamat was surprised to discover a beautiful garden full of flowers with birds chirping and flying around it.

An old woman appeared and asks why they are there. After explaining everything, the old women disappeared and reappeared in a while. She then request for 7 trays of mosquito's heart, 7 trays of germ's heart, one barrel of tears, one barrel of young pinang juice, one bowl of His Majesty's blood and one bowl of blood of His Majesty's son, Raja Ahmad. She also requested His Majesty to build a silver bridge connecting Melaka and Gunung Ledang.

Sultan Mahmud then cancels his proposal to Puteri Ledang as those wishes are impossible to be granted. In my point of view, Puteri Ledang do such extra ordinary request is to reject His Majesty's proposal as she is still loyal to her husband.

Behind this love story, I see the existing of the great love between Puteri Gunung Ledang and her husband. Is there such true love exist nowadays? What will happen if it is Puteri Gunung Ledang who died first but not her husband? Will he do the same thing to reject if someone is interested to marry him?

Something popped up in my mind, is it only female are the loyal one? Is it male are always driven by lust? Is it only female willing to give all their best in love? What about male? I do not think so... This might be a hard topic to certain people. Deep in my heart, I admit, I don't dare to believe in love, because I do not want to bear with the pain. But somehow, I hope I am having the true love, the endless love right now. I hope he would always cherish our love. I hope he would not leave any scar in my heart too...

Hope the sharing of this story will somehow knock others attention about love... Puteri Ledang, your love story will always in my mind...

Reference:
Hasni Bin Hussin. (n.d). The Legend of Puteri Gunung Ledang (Princess of Ledang Mountain). Retrieved at
18 July 2010. Available at: http://www.tourism-melaka.com/puterigunungledang.htm

周杰伦-晴天

歌名: 晴天
演唱: 周杰倫
附註:
作曲: 周杰倫
編曲: 周杰倫
填詞: 周杰倫

故事的小黃花　從出生那年就飄著
童年的蕩鞦韆　隨記憶一直晃到現在
ㄖㄨㄟ　ㄙㄡ　ㄙㄡ　ㄒ一　ㄉㄡ　ㄒ一
ㄌㄚ　ㄙㄡ　ㄌㄚ　ㄒ一　ㄒ一　ㄒ一　ㄒ一
ㄌㄚ　ㄒ一　ㄌㄚ　ㄙㄡ
吹著前奏望著天空　我想起花瓣試著掉落

＊為妳翹課的那一天　花落的那一天
　教室的那一間　我怎麼看不見
　消失的下雨天　我好想再淋一遍
　沒想到失去的勇氣我還留著
　好想再問一遍　妳會等待還是離開＊

＃颳風這天　我試過握著妳手
　但偏偏　雨漸漸大到　我看妳不見
　還要多久　我才能在妳身邊
　等待放晴的那天　也許我會比較好一點
　從前從前　有個人愛妳很久
　但偏偏　風漸漸　把距離吹得好遠
　好不容易　又能再多愛一天
　但故事的最後妳好像還是說了（拜拜）＃

REPEAT＊＃

刘嘉亮 - 都是我的错

刘嘉亮 - 都是我的错

不願意看你在流淚 我卻不能在你身邊安慰
多年在外想你的心情越來越強烈
想你從前依偎在我懷裡
想你生氣時噘嘴的樣子
想你在沒有人時總偷偷的說著我帅

你一個女人不容易 努力賺錢還要照顧家裏
你可知道此刻的我有多麼心疼你
每次回到我們生活的城市
你總是用溫柔和微笑來掩飾
把全部的苦都自己來背

都是我的錯 請你原諒我
為了你受再多的委屈都值得
本想給你我們的未來
可單單卻是兩地的分離 只能夠用思念互相祝福

都是我的錯 請您原諒我
為了你我會更加珍惜自己
只要我們的心還在一起 卻也會有無數的驚喜
我愛你 謝謝你

（谢谢你！）